Day 2.


Its Friday! Oh no wait, let me amend that: Its FINALLY Friday!!! This week wasn't bad, it was just horribly slow and long. I nanny from 7:30-4:30 each day, and then most nights I either teach private music lessons or have rehearsals or lessons of my own so in the midst of all this, it is so difficult to find time to work out, be with friends, or just catch some alone time. 

So now that its Friday, I am faced with this dilemma: go out for dinner with my parents or stay in and cook. Isn't it amazing, what the voices can say?


Angel voice: Yes, stay in. You just set new goals for yourself and I'm so proud of you! Keep it up!
Devil voice: Yeah, goals-schmoals. The plan has flexibility so even if you go out, you can reset your points tomorrow.
Angel: Today is what counts! You've worked so hard and have been working out--stick with it, you'll feel better and be even more motivated!
Devil: But it will taste soooooo good! You deserve a reward for your hard work. I big, juicy burger and fries. Dooooo itttttt!!!!!
Angel: NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!


Okay, maybe I'm the only one. But I do know that I'm not the only one who has moments of weakness and gives in. Give in is what I did. I am not proud of that, and as tempting as it is to lie about it, I know I will get nowhere. So I will count the AP's I got on my walk this afternoon and I will count my meal and I will greet tomorrow with open arms and lots of water. In the meantime, I will leave off with a quote meme that I remind myself of every day.

I found this pic here.